'if u see us in the club, you'll be acting real nice. if u see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night.. we aint here to hurt nobody, (so give it to me,give it to me)wanna see you work ur body. (so give it to me,give it to me)'
wahahahs.. so long never blog le.. dunno why i chose to blog back here again. kekes. now im working admin at a jewelry shop, mon - sat. BUT! today i not feeling well so came back early. ^^ now im better, im back to watchin MTVs on youtube. =D blah blah blah. im missing my sweetie. >.< 1 WHOLE WEEK NEVER SEE HIM! kekes. break record. but its okay, things gotta stay this way. =) tml is saturday!~ im only working half day till 2pm on every sat. so i guess i'll be browsing for books to study den meet him at night.
feel so upset, every morning i take bus to the mrt going to work, i see so many pple my age going to school at the poly. and this morning i even saw my pri sch fren studyin in NYP. o.o he mus be in yr 2 le ba. i am so so so so so so behind everyone and this feeling sux.
work is fun so far, the pple there are nice. at least towards me. i've learnt how to recognise gemstones of some kinds, learnt abt the many grades of diamonds, learnt how to do simple admin stuffs(which i've never learnt in my whole life & i feel stupid), learnt how to string pearls together(its reallie tough!), learnt how not to join in gossips, how to be humble and learn as much as i can. all these were not taught in the classroom. i learnt how to accept pple's 'kindness', accept that the nature of human is like that and also learnt how to 'entertain' pple. i honestly dun know whether should i continue in this line, this company instead of going back to study in the polytechnics. they are offering to send me for courses if i intend to stay long. i dun noe. barely there for a month, i cant make a decision yet. wads more, i've registered to retake my o levels. let life decide for me.
like i've said, i'm retakin my o levels but i couldnt find any night classes to take me in. been running ard like idoit tryin to get myself registered into a night class. yongshu oso companied me through the 'journey'. she noe wad i went through. >.<> GOOD) tenyrseries and study at night on weekdays after work. most probably will meet yongshu at least once a week to study together. thinkin of it makes me feel excited. i'll be SO SO SO busy. kekeks. and ben will be in army. =) no choice, i've got to get used to the life whereby im only allowed to see him on weekends when he book out. so i started last week. =p im gettin by alright, jus missing him alot. i guess the same goes for him. cant wait for tml to come faster! ^^
out of a sudden, i realised that we've been together for 2 yrs and more. time flies. kekeks. whoever said that mushy stuffs will be absent from long r/s? aint gonna let it happen to mine. =D i love it when he cheers me up mushily,(lols) playin crazily like 2 lil kids. i like it when his face turns sour and gets jealous over silly things. =) and adding to it, he is now a botak head! wahahahahas. lols. i noe i shouldnt laugh but it's reallie funny. cute though. kekeks.
got something to share. something i saw on the bus and took it down on my phone. lols. on the bus, i saw this fat biatch(i noe i shouldnt use this word) came up the bus.. wordings on her shirt.. at first i though it was gonna be like "i have a jealous boyfriend(which i doubt she have one) or stuffs like that.. taking a closer look, i saw "i had a bowl of bitchiness(or bitch i cant rmb) for breakfast". ha ha. i can imagine myself telling her "i can see that on ur face but i had the biggest bowl of violence this morning for breakfast. wanna try?"
now u noe why i used the word biatch.i swear i wasnt feeling down or upset or anything negative. =pit was jus a simple MONDAY morning and i was on my way to work. ^^
ciaos.