brokenndowninside

Monday, October 23, 2006




dearie and i on mrt.. sweet ma? kekes.
















lols.. my dearie so ke ai!

















me carrying deardear's cat.
PUMPKIN.
cute isnt she?













lols. crazy me.















my ke ai xiao mao sleeping on my lap
while i'm using comp.
^^










the side of me u'll never understand.
















baby and i.. sweet?















katong shopping centre.
sweet love. *smooches!














katong shopping centre.
lols.













zi lian de me.. lolx.















happiness. ^^















see that pimple on my nose?
god it tortured me for few weeks!













sweet ba!~














two fattys.. =D















silly boy and silly girl. (=














me with green specs..
weird ma?

so long since i last blog.. shall update abit..

11 Oct(wed) ::
graduation day. great i graduated from sec sch finally! but it's kinda sad. lols. i went ard the whole sch lookin for teachers to take pictures with. was tryin to update it on blogger but itx so difficult to use.. >.< cried while talking to my sec 1 and 2 form teacher.. Mrs Foo. she was the one who guided me through my lower sec life. =) thank u mrs foo! den stay over at dear's hse.. going out with his frenz..

12 Oct(thurs) ::
maths tuition// STRESS!

13 Oct(fri) ::
the first time i ever tried playing counter strike @ katong!!! FUN! lols.. dear and i walk ard while waiting for them and some dist from katong shopping centre, dear was telling me that this place is v complicated den we saw 2 police walking into this (i forgot wads the name of the shopping centre) building den the next thing we saw was hilarious. LOL. so many pple start to run out from the back alley of the building and by the look of it, many of them were illegal prostitutes. we jus stood there watching the drama. lols. den this woman ran pass us telling us that there's police.. lols. i was like laughin my ass off lors.. =x

14 Oct(sat) ::
dear dear pei me go home i forgot for wad le, den at night we went to tamp for smelly tofu and ramly burger!~ *YUMMY! =D

14 Oct(sat) ::
went to bugis for starhub MSH company for training.. thinkin back, i felt stupid to be cheated into believing that this job was actually do-able. >.<

16 Oct(mon) ::
went back to sch for english remedial. celebrated dawn'x birthday. yongshu's grandma pass away on 15 oct so she didnt come to sch on mon. went to play pool at amk central after that. fun!~ =D at night, went to bugis for work.. telemarketing! reach at 7pm, briefing till 8. i tell u, THAT IS THE MOST DISCOURAGING JOB I'VE EVER DONE!
i made 60 over calls, no sales at all, pple hanging their phone on me! i was like so mentally tired at the end of the day~ 60 over calls within 2 hrs, it seems impressing. but wad's more impressing was that, there's only one malay new comer who made 30 (compare the no. of calls) calls and managed to get 1 sale. i dunno wad do u call it, unlucky or jus plain unfair!! at the end of it, after i knew wad was actually going on, i felt so CHEATED! 1000 bucks per month, 2o sales per month. how the **** was that actually possible! wads more the leads they gave me were recycled leads lors.. which means tat pple has already called to asked about SCV and i'm calling for the-god-knows-how-many-times and it explains why pple are pissed. i had enough of it. dear was with keith at bedok north, no chance of me calling to complain to him. so i walk over to bugis village, look for levi and start tiu-ing. thank god levi didnt join me for the job. so now, my hopes for a good, short-hr job are gone. a nice dress for graduation night? hais all hopes lost.. *urghs. and i dunno am i cursed or wad. why do i keep getting jobs which i'll only do for one day and disappear. went home after talking to levi. journey home wasnt good too, i tot i was going to faint on the mrt, feeling nauseous and everything. thank god i lasted till my stop, got down and bought a soya bean drink. hais. ITS HARD TO LOOK FOR A NICE JOB NOWADAYS AND NOT BE CHEATED!

17 Oct(tues) ::
dear went to sch, i went down to look for him afterwards. maths tuition after that at 5pm.

19 Oct(thrus) ::
science pratical was quite alrights. went home den went down to look for dearie.

-god i jus realised we haven studied much on these few days! >.<

20 Oct(fri) ::
went to borrow american pie the wedding and watch at keith's hse.. dear dear and his frenz played soccer at keith's voiddeck, from 12 plus to 3 plus in the morning..

21 Oct(sat) ::
went down to granny's place at ard 3 plus, granny went to slp le.. =p aniways, dad and mum went out den dear and i brought my bro for a walk at bedok inter. supposed to watch rob-b-hood but i guess no more on screen le.. ate KFC (YUMMY!) aniways, in the end, keith and chang came down den we went to katong for lan games!~ SWEET! it was pure fun! my bro and i had great time! den we went back to bedok, bought cigs, slack ard den my bro and i slept over at dearie's hse..

22 Oct(sun) ::
mum needed her deepavali and hari raya drawings so no choice, we woke up at 8 plus, den went back to my hse and did summore amendments to make it nicer, mum went out. dear and i watch a few vcds and den cook lunch-dinner at ard 4 plus. lolx. ~fun! both of us fell asleep till 9 plus i woke up and watch the matrix a lil bit den wake dearie up. went down for a smk, it was near 11 by the time dear was leaving. went home, read harry potter b4 falling asleep..

AND!

this morning i woke up, realising that my hp line's been cut off. >.< i didnt noe that 3 days for termination of line so fast! great! now i'm uncontactable.. o.o anyways, shall upload some photos.. =D be back later..

Thursday, October 05, 2006

this is baby dymien.. cute huhx? hees..
this is my baby.. wahahahahahs.. naughty mao mao.. =D


shall update more..

Sunday, October 01, 2006

wed went by smoothly. thurs i became a kaypoh and it became sum1 else'x inconvenience. friday i oso kaypoh and cuz myself to be so upset. >.<

wednesday :: played pe, had so much FUN! captainball with my class. quite a few nv play but it was pure fun!

thursday :: supposed to go down find dear but end up dear go est with chang, keith and nabil. den he came to my hse look for me. quarrelled v badly. )= den there is this uncle who'x always at my void deck walkin his dog, shouting "ooi ooi ooi" at his dog, disturbin the neighbours for 3 mnthx. i was very angry at that moment so i kaypoh and told dear i wanna ask the uncle wadz wrong. the uncle didnt even ans me, he asked me not to disturb him and he scolded me vulgar languages. the dog he had is VERY VERY beautiful. later on i found out that the dog had the same name as dear's cat, pumpkin. =x den back to the story, the uncle started to walk away den i asked the dog to stay. the stupid uncle jus walk away shouting, thinkin that the dog willfollow. she was so scared of the uncle lors. cut short story. so end up, i called the police, the uncle engage in a v fierce fight of pulling the leash of the dog.he lost, walk away. police came, took our particulars, took dog back to hougang npc. the uncle's wife came down, explained that the uncle got a stroke one yr back den since then, every night he have to bring the dog, which acted like a pet therapy, for a walk. he oso have to drink beer which may bethe reason of his strange behaviour. den we accompanied the auntie to the hougang npc get back the dog, (which probably is unnecessary if not for my kaypohness)den her son came to fetch us home.

friday :: it'x discussion about our school graduation dinner. early morning came to sch, everyone talking bout it. at first alot of pple dun wish to go den my clique oso dun wanna go le. end up, after discussing among ourselves, we are still going. so i decided, since so little pple going, i might try to persuade some others to go to make the whole event more enjoyable. so firstly i targetted the boys bcuz mostly if one go, the others will follow. shall not go into details but persuading them means so much more than talking. it takes much "face" and money in this situation. i broke down into tearsafter much persuasion and rejections, i couldnt take it. dawn, shixian, yongshu of course couldnt bear to see me take this kinda shit. mayb i jus wasnt used to rejection, it's breaks me up inside thinkin that the class is so un-united. quite a few apologized but it wasnt even their fault. den end of the day,a few who rejected me decided to go but quite alot of problems. 1) it cost us $35 but we are supposed to pay up within less than a week. many others' allowances all used up. 2) diff cliques, some dislike some outcasts. poorthing. but it is up to me to arrange so that it suits everyone'x request of "i-dun-wan-to-sit-with-...". it sux lar, especially if u have almost more than 3/4 of the class dislikin these few pple. terrible job, solved it at end of the day, with lotsa help from dawn, shu, xian and darren; and those pple who have "special requests".

saturday :: at dearie's hse since friday night, didnt go outx. >.<>

sunday :: went to tampines inter walk walk with dear's uncle and 2 aunties, cousin. bought a SUPERDUPER good bargain, sunglasses at tm inter. and u noe wad?i tot i saw ueii at starhub service lehx! i tot i almost died lehs! wah lau. but hor, after a few glances, i confirm that isnt him. 1) ueii is about 185 whilethat guy is only slightly taller than me. 2) ueii much more good lookin. mayb it's bcuz the impression he gave me when i was in sec 1 is rather different than now that i'm older. lolx. whatever. dear seems kinda pissed when i told him. now i'm back home blogging. today is children's day. wish me happie children'x day ba! hahas.tml is school day, time to start working hard for o levels. this feeling sux. >.<