brokenndowninside

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i cried when i first saw this mtv.
SHE - wo ai ni.

i love this song.
bai se hun li.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.


Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...


all the followings are photos taken during my days working at hangten. more to come. kekeks.
started on 7thDEC, quitting on 10FEB. ^^ will miss those days working.






crazy us after work. lols. my collegue(shze ling) and mi.


i wan to kiss her. kekeks.


neat ma? im obsessed with foldin nice clothes. ^o^


im in-charge of this pile of clothes. SEE! so NEAT! wahahahahas.

happie FEET!


its kinda hard to see something on promotion so neat lors!

tank tops - minimum 3pcs $4


our nextdoor neighbour - kaili. pretty rights? ^^


tank tops yet again.


yes our pretty neighbour again.


stupid blonde. wahahhaas. my frenx put wig on me. ^^

lols. i did this and sent it to my darling to make him laugh. lols.


i look like a siao charboh. lols. crazy at work!


peek-a-boo!


slacking my life away.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

i apologize for not bloggin since i started work. i reallie had no time. i have so much to complain about. workin is like a daily routine for me now, but i jus went for the exit interview ytd morning. all these started on 6th Dec.

i went for interview at the headoffice. started work nx day. workin was enjoyable, in fact fun for me in the beginning. my colleagues at that outlet are real friendly. helpin me out of diff spots. if not for them, i would have broken down alot of times. i have a 1001 things to complain about, but i shall jus focus on the impt parts. my toes start to numb from all the standin. my right foot's biggest toe is numb for almost 1 wk. and 1 month after i started workin, i start to appreciate foldin clothes nicely. REALLIE! and i realised that it takes more than jus foldin to fold a stack of clothes. especially u will witness customers rummagin thru the huge stacks of clothes u jus folded neatly half a min back and could do nothing bout their rude behaviour. but i learnt that good service is impt. now, everytime i enter any selling floor of any shop, i expect good service like wad i provide to pple. i dun reallie get it everywhere. its like crap. u work for the whole day, expect a smile or at least the basic courtesy from those servin u, u get bullsh*t. now i understand. i learnt to be a good customer too. i respond to good sales asst who bothers to serve me and thus will be extremely careful in handling the clothes they sell. i wanna tell everyone readin my blog. to irritate the salesperson who refuse to serve u, RUMMAGE THROUGH THE CLOTHES HE/SHE JUST FOLDED! if not, dont ever do that. the salesperson will be more than happie to help u instead of u messing up the stacks of clothes. wad got me most pissedd off was this malay lady. she came to our store one day and bought a pair of jeans, plus alteration. i told her 7 workin days, she paid 2 bucks and went off. i rmbed clearly. dateofpurchase: 21stDEC . she came back on 27, sayin that she wans her jeans, and that she wont be ard these few days. calledd my manager, he told me to get a new one and bring it to basement and get it altered by tml. so i told her, "u'll get ur jeans tml, mdm" i paid 5 bucks to get that bloody jeans altered, bcuz i didnt noe festive season was suppose to wait 2 wks for the jeans. SO, the nx day she came back and tried the jeans. den u noe wad??? SHE SAID IT WAS TOO SHORT! i kept blamin myself that it was my fault when i measured it, thats why it was short. THEN! today i went for the trainin and realised that i was right in measurin the length. back to it, i didnt noe wad to do, my boss wasnt ard, so i jus kept apologizing. she measured it was the correct length. so she guessed it was my fault in measurin it wrongly! then my in-charge came back and took over. i stood beside him, v v v v v v pissed off but i didnt show it. it was until she said that my in-charge should teach his staff how to take measurement and that she wanna write feedback to the company. I WAS SO PISSED I WAS AFRAID I MIGHT JUS KILL HER THERE! den i couldnt bear with it animore. i went into the store and burst.

another thing that made me hate this job was this salesmanager in charge of almost all the HT stores in spore. she looks like a phillipine maid and she's one hell of a bitch. im jus a temp customer sales associates so i DUN get to enjoy RO(replacement off-days) for workin on public holidays. my in-charge didnt noe and so he wrote on the schedule that i have so many off days. he got screwed by that salesmanager when she suddenly came down to our outlet. i was so mad at her that i think it has jus reached my limits. it adds on to this incident, whereby on 2jan, dear's uncle havin chalet so i tot jus take off on 2jan. handy(my in-charge) gave me off le, that salesmanager cancelled it. FINE! i ask handy try talkin to her again. no use, she said it was a public holiday. FINE! on that day itself, she sent an email to our outlet sayin that all store-in-charge and 2nd in-charge are not supposed to be off on 2jan. SO! i ask handy, "only SIC and 2ndSIC cannot off, i can off right?" den he say ya. I WAS LIKE WTH! den i asked den why she didnt wanna give me. he jus replied, "simply bcuz she doesnt wan to." and u noe wad, SHE DID NOT GRANT ME OFF DESPITE ME LYING TO HER THAT I BOUGHT AIRTICKETS TO MALAYSIA FOR MY GRANDFATHER'S DEATH ANNIVERSARY! imagine i reallie did buy tickets to malaysia. WHAT A BITCH. i will be back to continue tml. TML'S MY OFF! =p