ytd, shixian, darren, zhiwei and i went down to orchard buy swensen's cake to celebrate yongshu's bday. can see she's reallie suprised.. ^^ den after that, took a cab down to dear's hse. early this morning he go work le. all alone at his hse, i feel like im wastin my time away. quite saddening to see everyone else ard me to be workin and im like wastin time away. reach hm ard 5 plus, online. chatted with chonglin and toby. chonglin in NS and toby goin in soon. NS is a killer! was talking to toby bout dance, den everything in the past like come back to me. hais. i never wanted something so badly. but i dun wish to let history repeat itself. i wanna go back to dance, but i dun wan to be the subject of gossip like b4. toby told me that its all in the past, that ive got to move on & dun keep lookin back into the past but im jus afraid of the same thing repeating again. hais.

give me a reason to give up dancing.